Kimitachi ga mamoru.

"There was something important... I lost it long ago...

It's pitiful... I don't have a noble reason...

I just don't want to see something like this happen.

That's all.

Because I am a small man, my heart is moved by what's in front of my eyes, not by what the world needs.

I can't just abandon what's there in front of me.

I want to protect everything I can!"

Overlooked Souls.

At times when I need comfort the most,

It'll always happen when there are no hands to hold on to.

Demn. Drama gile beb.

Kalah Sad Sonata tuh.

Anyway,

At least I thought so.

Do you believe in souls of the things around you?

Like the cars that you are driving,

the shoes that you walk everyday with,

the cellphone that you talk to,

the MP3 player that you listen with,

the pens that you use to write with,

the words that you utter and write,

and also the wind, the clouds, the sun, the moon, the mountains, the oceans, the sky, the trees, the day and the night?

Duhhh.... over betol imaginasi.

But I can't deny it. I do believe that everything in this world have their own souls and feelings. And they could understand you either.

Every time when my heart and head want to sway and started to worry about everything, Mr. Windy would come and soothes me away as if saying, "Daijyoubu. Everything will be fine".

I usually would put the tracks in my cellphones to shuffle mode and every time when I'm listening to it, the tracks will be played accordingly to what my mood is. It will be the one that could determines my heart when I'm in a confusion, the one that would clears my head when everything is spinning around, and the one that would enlightens me more when I'm becoming darker inside.

My bike, though i admit that I'm not taking care of it well enough, would try his best and help me as far as it could every time when I need him. I just know it. I feels like every time when I'm riding my bike, I'm communicating with him more and both of us are full of excitements to move to anywhere and feel the breeze.

Every time when I found myself caught in solitude, the leaves would fall as if the trees want to pat me, the cats would suddenly come out of nowhere, Kaze-san would surely come to cool me down and the stars would put an awesome shows in the sky.

And a lot more.

*Hish, PSYCHO! Am i a Yoda or somethin'?*

But even so,

I'm glad.

I'm really glad.

I guess it's true then that things do have feelings.

Didn't you at least once felt the same too?

:)

Kakashi's & Wendy's

Kakashi

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Wendy

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Ore mo. Eien ni zutto omaetachi ga zettai ni mamoru.

ありがとう。みな。

DAMN I'M SO GLAD!!! Thanks チャンチン ! XD

I'm glad!

I'm so glad!

I'm so at peace!

Finally!

Thanks Allah!

Thank you very much!

Thanks チャンチン !

THANK YOU!!!

\[^O^]/

A huge relief.

I did it.

now I don't have any regrets anymore.

I don't see the light yet but I believe i will.

Be strong wey.

you could do it.

Keeping a positive head.

"Live like you are dying" doesn't mean that you would live with depress emotions.

Rather,

In my humble opinion, it means that you should keep a positive head and keep on cherishing the people around you.

And to cherish them is including not to force your desires and wishes on them.

But rather,

To be able to be happy when they are happy.

To be able to support them whenever they need you although it is really contradict with what you always wanted to.

To love them, though they hate you.

To be kind to them, though they hurt you really bad.

To always be honest with them, though you know that they will hate you for that.

To believe in them, though you heart is full of unsures and anxieties.

And to always keep a positive head, though your next seconds are fulls with the unknowns and countless possibilities.

:D

Mangaka to be?

I would now officially start on my training in drawing.

Gonna get some sketch books and start sketching!

Hopefully I would be a mangaka like Oda Sensei and Hiro Mashima!

XD

Oda Sensei !

Hiro Mashima!

Keep on moving forward!

Mae ni susume!!!

XDDD

Trust.

Trust.

Believe.

Faith.

I'm working on myself to get a grip on them now.

I need to trust them, him, I just need to.

I seriously didn't saw this coming.

I wouldn't have thought that I would be so insecure like this.

It shaken me really much until I lose my composure, until I lose my words, until I'm just talking nonsense all day yet there are so much thing I want to spill out.

I need to trust him. I just need to.

I need to trust them, I just need to.

Believe in him, MaO.

Believe in them, MaO.

Have faith in him, MaO.

Have faith in them, MaO.

For him and them are the best gift that you ever had in your entire life.

For him and them are the most important people in my whole life.

I treasure him and them.

I cherish him and them.

My life have no worries when he and they are around me.

He and them have given me the brightest moments in my life, more than I begged for, more than I actually deserve for.

For him is your first brother.

For him and them are the best of the best friends that you've ever got.

だから、

I just need to trust them.

Then my life should be alright.

I'm so glad that Allah had given me the chance to meet them. I'm so damn glad.

Thank you Allah. Thank you.

Alhamdulillah.

:)

No more repeated glances to the past.

Keeping on moving forward and not losing to the waves of time is all I know.

I always trust and believe in my friends and my family.

I believe that things will come when they will. I have faith in every life-shaking tests that Allah give to me.

And I would certainly accept them with a glad heart because I truly believe that I will definitely become a great human if I do overcome them all.

Ganbatte MaO!

A vow, a pledge, and a new hope.

I vow that,

from now onwards,

whatever words will come out from me,

will be utterly and completely true and nothing else could be truer than they are.

I will act honestly, I will speak and feel what my heart wants to, and I will response without hesitation to whatever coming at me.

With this, I hope nothing more would be concealed, nor nothing more would be deeply hidden.

Though I truthfully expected the same things in return, I must admit that I don't have the power to control and precisely obtain what my heart desires from the people around me.

If things turn out to be what they should not, and I totally do not have any reign nor minds to turn things the other way,

I must be able to accept things as they are even though this heart is crying a thousand rains and wanting to leap out and break away from this body,

and shout out to the world what it is demanding for, and what it is searching for.

If tremendous efforts were already being done, and I could not do nothing more,

I would give myself to Allah, putting my utmost trust and believe to Him, and have unshakable faith on Him to guide me towards the living that would lead me to both the happiness in the world and the hereafter.

In the hope of wanting to lead and live my life with no regrets, with no griefs, with no hesitations, with no fool assumptions, with no lies, with no wasted times, with no wasted efforts, with no give ups,

with no regrets, with no regrets, and again with no regrets,

I hereby written this vow for you,

MaO.

ARIGATOU!

You always disappeared, and didn't even leave me a single memento.

I've always hated...

...that about you.

But...

If you had left something behind,

Then I probably never would have been able to move from that spot.

You must have...

...seen through that part of me.

Thank you, チャンチン。

I always--

Like that about you.

Arigatou!

3rd year.

Final year.

oh-

3 nian liao???

...

O_O

Nani?!!!

A cup of tea.

I want a cup of tea.

A cup of tea that will swirls my negatives into nothingness.

A cup of tea that will levitates my heart with joy.

A cup of tea that will makes the heavy somberness to solemnly admits his defeat to the lighter-than-cloud feeling of being composed.

Just a cup of tea.

I don't give a damn on giving up.
Even if Mr. Tick-Tock deteriorates me down.
Even if Mr. Psycho tell me to don't bother.
Even if Mr. Blaze burns me inside his hell.
Even if Mr. Freeze lock my hopes away in his cold, raging fist.
I'll still gonna wait even after 1000 years.

...

As the light goes beyond the darkness, all hopes vanish, like bubbles exploding one per one, to the very last of them. A deep despair is cloaking him from all angles, leaving him with not even a flicker of chance to escape from the insecurities.

.

!!! 4WD !!! \(^O^)/ !!! Pencil case baru !!!

Yeah~!!!
finALLY , like damn finally- i got a pensel box, pencil case, ahh watever. Since aku form 4 kot---. all stationary letak merate dalam bag. Yah... aku selekeh. What's so shocking bout that? MUHAHAHAHAHA! It is sleek, nice orange <3<3<3>


I want this Neko USB port...! <3<3<3>

& Yeah~!!! again,
finally got my hand on my 1st 4WD!!!!!
it felt so damn good... seriously.
I'm starting to feel addicted to it.
Sorry Bavarian Motor Works.
I have to betray you again.

p/s : credits goes to $%^$#$%^$#.

[=..=]V

Mood : Slumber yet a bit hyper.

=_= Hek eleh-~

Hek elen---~

I'm just starting to be very composed of myself.
Yeah-
Like a matured man. Relek jekk ekk~
Even tak saba nak pi A E... the most dreaded class ever for most of us-
Can't believe it.
I even laughed out loud all the way in that class.
BUhaaaaaaaaaaahahooHo~!

Hemmm~ ^^

BUt the damn freaking ^&*@#$#*(&Q@** stuffs really ... really... argh~!

-tetibe jek glabah satu um nak baya yuran-
-kejadian yang sangat tak diingini jadi jugak--- siottt-
-immediate notices started to spring out suddenly out of nowhere-

& much more yg aku da lupe-
Blame it all to the brain damage = 77.777%

Hek elen-~
Lepen a wei-
bende bley setel-
nseb bekkkkkkk---- fuhhhhh
Like the saying goes, "Mana nak tao benda da nak jadi"
Just go with the flow, MaO-san.
Swim MaO, swim~~~~~

(~=..=)~
~~~~~~

Everything will be fine,
Everything will be fine,
Everything will be fine,
Daijyoubu,
Daijyoubu,
Daijyoubu,
Nantonaku naru yo,
Nantonaku naru yo,
Nantonaku naru yo,
Tepok pipi seploh kali-
*pap pap pap pap pap pap pap pap pap pap*
Taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarek Nafas-
Fuahhhhhhh~

*\(^O^)/*

-===Blogging in front of Pn Kalsom!===-

There's my lappy. BudaK lari2-~

"do u all think u can sort this out?"
budak2 = "Yes...." with bengang faces---

"u all know how to do now?"
budak2 : "yes..."

"can u get the idea wat i want u to do?"
budak2: "yess..."

"think, think. use ur brain. think. will ya?"
budak2 = "yesss..."

Ya yah~
kami suka "yes..."

bah-----
ini perkare biase bah-----
but her lessons will always turn out to be entertaining and worth it to be attend to.
die suke high in parasite wonderland~
nida resah-~
eu jadi her cutey sarawak boy~
banyak gile event-~
banyak gile drama-~
AKU SUKA!

Nway-
yah-
i'm blogging in front of her.
yah-
tak pecaye?
suke ati a---
skang bru 4:20pm-
practical die abes kol 5---

(>..<)V
~Peace~

"Kamu faham tak?"
Budak2 : "paham...~"

"Nimen ming bai ma?"
Budak2 : "Women shi ming bai...~"

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Our draft~ Bwahah rhino~ -.- gajah berak---

*~RayE~*

Raye~!

-Bal kamp-

-MAKAN MAKAN MAKAN!-

-Discovered that...

= all the babies nowadays are macam katun-
= Tok Su's cookings are the best in the world!!!!!
= da mal nak wat kueh ray... bel bel segal bend----~
= hv to catch up with all the guys. seriously.
= aku kurus gile. titik.

-conclusion..:

= babies in the future will go gila2 macam shin chan
= will run to Tok Su's home everyday for lunch
= bak sini sume resipe. bia aku wat. Bwahah!
= don't pressure up with studies. Blasah je argh~! kne bace satu library tu pon --bace je argh~!
= Push ups 100x at least every morning n dont miss makan time. NORMAL makan --time.

-Moga-moga anda berjaye di dunie dan akhirat. Amin---~-

ohoh---
Selamat Hari Raye Maaf Zahir & Batin !!!
Raye hi Omedetou~!!!

Rumah Syed ... Funky~

Ore no Kazoku~!

*Habes*

=.Breaking The Odds.=

YAH.
[=..=]V
I'm starting to blog.
Douzo Yoroshiku.

YAH.
Another history have been made.

YAH.
*TNB Hyper ALert!* Eeet Eeet Eeet-~

YAH.
~SUke aTi aku a~
~Usah riSao~

YAH.
Sengal-X Disease will start to brainwash all the f(x)ning brains & brawns.

YAH.
~~~>.<~~~