Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Kimitachi ga mamoru.

"There was something important... I lost it long ago...
It's pitiful... I don't have a noble reason...
I just don't want to see something like this happen.
That's all.
Because I am a small man, my heart is moved by what's in front of my eyes, not by what the world needs.
I can't just abandon what's there in front of me.
I want to protect everything I can!"

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Overlooked Souls.

At times when I need comfort the most,
It'll always happen when there are no hands to hold on to.

Demn. Drama gile beb.
Kalah Sad Sonata tuh.

At least I thought so.
Do you believe in souls of the things around you?
Like the cars that you are driving,
the shoes that you walk everyday with,
the cellphone that you talk to,
the MP3 player that you listen with,
the pens that you use to write with,
the words that you utter and write,
and also the wind, the clouds, the sun, the moon, the mountains, the oceans, the sky, the trees, the day and the night?

Duhhh.... over betol imaginasi.

But I can't deny it. I do believe that everything in this world have their own souls and feelings. And they could understand you either.

Every time when my heart and head want to sway and started to worry about everything, Mr. Windy would come and soothes me away as if saying, "Daijyoubu. Everything will be fine".

I usually would put the tracks in my cellphones to shuffle mode and every time when I'm listening to it, the tracks will be played accordingly to what my mood is. It will be the one that could determines my heart when I'm in a confusion, the one that would clears my head when everything is spinning around, and the one that would enlightens me more when I'm becoming darker inside.

My bike, though i admit that I'm not taking care of it well enough, would try his best and help me as far as it could every time when I need him. I just know it. I feels like every time when I'm riding my bike, I'm communicating with him more and both of us are full of excitements to move to anywhere and feel the breeze.

Every time when I found myself caught in solitude, the leaves would fall as if the trees want to pat me, the cats would suddenly come out of nowhere, Kaze-san would surely come to cool me down and the stars would put an awesome shows in the sky.

And a lot more.

*Hish, PSYCHO! Am i a Yoda or somethin'?*

But even so,
I'm glad.
I'm really glad.

I guess it's true then that things do have feelings.
Didn't you at least once felt the same too?

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Kakashi's & Wendy's





Ore mo. Eien ni zutto omaetachi ga zettai ni mamoru.

Friday, November 5, 2010

DAMN I'M SO GLAD!!! Thanks チャンチン ! XD

I'm glad!
I'm so glad!
I'm so at peace!
Thanks Allah!
Thank you very much!
Thanks チャンチン !


Tuesday, November 2, 2010

A huge relief.

I did it.
now I don't have any regrets anymore.
I don't see the light yet but I believe i will.

Be strong wey.
you could do it.

Friday, October 29, 2010

Keeping a positive head.

"Live like you are dying" doesn't mean that you would live with depress emotions.


In my humble opinion, it means that you should keep a positive head and keep on cherishing the people around you.

And to cherish them is including not to force your desires and wishes on them.

But rather,

To be able to be happy when they are happy.

To be able to support them whenever they need you although it is really contradict with what you always wanted to.

To love them, though they hate you.

To be kind to them, though they hurt you really bad.

To always be honest with them, though you know that they will hate you for that.

To believe in them, though you heart is full of unsures and anxieties.

And to always keep a positive head, though your next seconds are fulls with the unknowns and countless possibilities.


Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Mangaka to be?

I would now officially start on my training in drawing.
Gonna get some sketch books and start sketching!
Hopefully I would be a mangaka like Oda Sensei and Hiro Mashima!

Oda Sensei !

Hiro Mashima!

Keep on moving forward!
Mae ni susume!!!